1. Twenty-Somethings

Twenty-Somethings

Okay. Let's start with the nitty gritty. You know how people have a mid-life crisis? That's all everyone talks about, but no one talks about the beginning to life crisis, the fresh out of high school (4 years ago), the "Oh shit, I got dumped AGAIN..now what do I do." I want to state again I give GOOD advice, i will not say all my advice should be taken! Let me tell you why, I am my own person, and what works for me..well you know the rest.

I have struggled in some of the usual, break-ups, rushed move-ins, move outs, stalkers, stupid men, stupid females..both platonic and not. And what do I do with all of this..I cry. No seriously- I cry. But only on the inside for the most part, in the outer I tend to do stupid things along the lines of..

Talking to mentally ill men who only care about themselves. 

Getting into not 1, but 2 love triangles alone this year, and might currently still be in one as I speak.

Buy shit I know for a fact I do not need.

Binge eat.

Binge drink.

Loose my marbles. 

Tell people I indeed do have my shit together. 

And I indeed do..but those are just to name a few. The point is, through all and all with me being the newly and tiny age of 22. I know literally nothing, but I do know I pushed through all of this, and that is just this year alone. I went through a journey of mental abuse and major stock holm syndrome with this - mentally ill- stupid man, who in this point of time is definitely on my Shit List, and I can definitely say that when he was this age I know he did not have it all figured out. No, that did not give him the right to do what he did (Story for another day) but it makes me feel saner knowing that if I know right from wrong at this tiny, but adult age, he did too. 

*Breath* okay.. I realize that might have been a lot, but bare with me. Fresh into my Twenty-Somethings I can safely say, im down for the ride. I may not have much in my pockets, no idea where I want my career to head, or honestly any idea who I am..just who I want to be - But .. I do know that the changes I go through every min, I'm okay with it. How can I not? If I want to be who im destined to be in my head, I have to be okay with going through the steps to get there...

Don't take my word for it though..

Ch@ot!c Blizz